I see your picture

I smell your skin on the empty pillow

next to mine.

You have only been gone 10 days

but already I am wasting away

I know I will see you again,

weither far or soon,

but I need you to know

that i care and

I miss you

You say you wander your own land but when I think about it, I don't see how you can. You're aching, you're breaking and I can see the pain in your eyes. Says everybody's changing and I don't know why. So little time. Try to understand that I'm trying to make a move just to stay in the game. I try to stay awake and remember my name but everybody's changing and I don't feel the same. You're gone from here, soon you will disappear fading into beautiful light. Cos everybody's changing and I don't feel right.

Was it all in real time or was it just in my mind? Or was I just a ghost passing through you?. Clinging to the wreckage until I got the message hanging at the edge of the room. Give me something to dream. Give me half of your bitterest pill. Something from under the surface. You actually feel. We say these words again and again, but they still sound the same. It was in your eyes. They were just easy lies. The lightest words are heavy and promises are easy. And no one's ever happy or sad for very long but just because I said it. It doesn't mean, I meant it. I guess that was the way all along. I'm just shaping the sound. I'm just turning the syllables round. Dipping my toe in the water and watching you drown. We said when you are alone and afraid?I will come to your aid. Was it just a dream, just a dream or was it real to me?